Just Dance

I don't wanna play my guitar. I don't wanna clean my room. I don't wanna revise my expository essay for Mrs. Schleuse. I don't wanna do anything, but guess what I have NO CHOICE! I got this movie from the public library called The Perfect  Man. It has Hillary Duff in it and I hope it's good. I am sooo proud of myself cuz I told a girl about wap. It is soo hard for me to just tell someone about wap or God in general. Probably, because I don't want them to judge me or think less of me. I know I shouldn't think lyk that cuz the Bible tells me so. ugggggggggh *feeling conflicted* Then boy trouble galor. See all my problems, this is why I don't want to do anything. And get this I have to do deal with everything alll over again, it gets really tiring tho. I have trired to keep a positive attitude at all times, cuz you never know when people are watching your actions. And I was sooo flattered when a few of the girls in dance class told me I always seemed...

Geez I haven't written in sooo long. I think it' cuz when I get on the computer I just go straight to facebook. Then I get tired of being on the computer so I turn it off. Yesterday I went to WAP. We watched some videos and then Hayden talked for a lil bit. My mom is a substitute teacher, so yesterday she was teaching Morgan's sister. She said his sister was VERY happy to see her. LOL I've have like absolutely nothing to talk about so I am going to go on facebook now. Mayb I can find something on there and come back later.

I have sooooo much on my mind. Lyk A lot. A  LOT! I am reading this book called Battlefield of the Mind and it tells me to start thinking about what I am thing about. And I realize half of the stuff I don't want to think about. Like when you what to stop crushing on a certain person, but you know that is just an impossibility, because  I see him ALL the time. He is just a constant reminder that their are just certain things I can't control. ( and that is lyk super hard, to know that I am not in control) Mel we need to come up with a nickname for this person cuz I can't keep saying his name. OMG!!!!! there was this church that came Sunday night and they were fantstic. It reminded me sooo much of when guest churches wood come to my old church in Cali. They sounded lyk they shood have a cd. That night I felt that much closer to God. FINALS FINALS FINALS I am freaking out cuz my science teacher sucks at  explaining. And we need to become more in sync with our dance.