Hard Stuff

Why is being a Christian so hard?
I went to church tonight and a bunch of the people had come back from from REVEAL it's a weekend retreat thing. And it makes me madder and madder because it puts more pressure on me to get out of my little protective bubble and just not be ashamed of who I am. I think once I get over the fact that I will be persecuted and people are going to judge me no matter what I say or don't say. So why not just get over myself and get out there.
I already feel pressure just trying to decide what I am ging to do career wise. I have no idea I am so completely lost. ............
Uggggh I can't write anymore. It is time to eat Pringles now.(the sour cream and onion ones)

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