Today is the day!
Not only is this a day that the Lord has made, in which I will rejoice and be glad in. But this will be the day I FINALLY send in my Texas Christian University application.
The reason I say finally, is because for a while I gave up. I had been so set on attending TCU since I moved out here a few years ago. I was going to turn in all my stuff early and be one of the first waiting on a decision. But I simply got scared. I began to see all my accomplishments to this point, as worthless. And I began to see myself as undeserving of the opportunity .
Once the first wave of people began to receive their acceptance letters from TCU, I realized I still wanted nothing more than to graduate in the year 2019 as a horned frog. Even when I still decided to apply during the second early action deadline, I procrastinated, still feeling like I wasn't capable.
But my mother said to me the other day. Whatever God has planned for you is going to be. So now as I submit this application, I pray for favor I pray that God will simply have his way. That if TCU is the school for me, everything will line up; the acceptance, the scholarships, the financial aid, my roommate, and the classes. I also pray that you will help me to remain content and patient in the meantime. And if TCU is not what you have planned help me to be satisfied and trust in your divine plan.
IN JESUS NAME, AMEN!
The reason I say finally, is because for a while I gave up. I had been so set on attending TCU since I moved out here a few years ago. I was going to turn in all my stuff early and be one of the first waiting on a decision. But I simply got scared. I began to see all my accomplishments to this point, as worthless. And I began to see myself as undeserving of the opportunity .
Once the first wave of people began to receive their acceptance letters from TCU, I realized I still wanted nothing more than to graduate in the year 2019 as a horned frog. Even when I still decided to apply during the second early action deadline, I procrastinated, still feeling like I wasn't capable.
But my mother said to me the other day. Whatever God has planned for you is going to be. So now as I submit this application, I pray for favor I pray that God will simply have his way. That if TCU is the school for me, everything will line up; the acceptance, the scholarships, the financial aid, my roommate, and the classes. I also pray that you will help me to remain content and patient in the meantime. And if TCU is not what you have planned help me to be satisfied and trust in your divine plan.
IN JESUS NAME, AMEN!
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